Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Today very emo

Today am very emo
very devil.. urggh~~~ hate myself like this...
been having night dreams this few days and make me dont have good sleep, and felt so tire in office. Once I consult doctor because am having bad headache continuously.wuwuwu :'(

Let me be emo-ing for sometimes to get myself back to the right track...and I received a very good message today which go something like this " Are you willing to do that now? Or are you going to wait until all life energy drains out of you and your loved ones who are trying to support you at this very moment? You were not born to follow rules and regulations. Living starts with dreaming. So dream, dream friend, and let dreams show you the path to your bliss. "

Been so demotivated, thanks to all friend who cheers me, I know you all care, and it's really touching...For the one who offer the shoulder far far away.. I will claim it back one day ;) Thanks anyway....

Love you all ...*muakcs* hugz hugz*

Saturday, October 23, 2010

A post for sharing

I saw this at a friend's post, and I feel this is quite true..Just a sharing ;)

第1个人,一直哭着不要你走,一直拉着你的手说会想你,约定每天打电话,然后回家继续游戏.

第2个人,帮你收拾行李,替你做早饭,送 你到车站,说:一路顺风,然后回去工作.

第3个人,默默的在背后看着你,几乎看不见他的存在,可他时时刻刻想念你,为你担心,每天习惯的想你入睡

当我们回来时,你会怎么做?

给第1个人,买很多礼物,和他一起出去吃饭,一起玩,看 到他开心,连天空的颜色也变得多彩.

给第2个人,一个拥抱,和他在家吃他为你做的饭,一起洗碗,会让他陪你看电视,为有他陪伴而庆幸.

给 第3个人,一个温馨的微笑,说:hi,我回来了,一切尽在不言中.

当我们失去他的时候,你会怎么样?

失 去第1个人,我们会觉得生活失去了色彩,混沉沉的过着,然后在某个地方再遇到新的色彩,开始新的生活

失去第2个人,我们会觉得失去了依靠, 没有了关爱,然后吃过很多补品,恢复原来的样子.

失去第3个人,开始没有感觉,可会在一天里,发现围绕在自己身边的爱没有了,永远无法弥 补.

现在你知道了吗?

第1种感情,是朋友的,知已的,瞬间的.

第2种感情, 是父母的,朋友的,亲人的.

第3种感情,是爱人的,知已的,永久的.

现在你明白了吗?

第1种,付出的是语言.

第2种,付出的是时间.

第3种,付出的是爱情.

没有那个最好,因为3种 我们都需要.

没有那个是十全十美的,因为我们是人.

只有懂得把握的人,才是幸福的.

如果是你,你会选择那一种人,是不是很难决择.

这篇日记你会看几遍?

希望看到这篇日记的人,都能得到自己的真爱,希望你们能幸福.

更希 望我们现在或未来的他(她),能够幸福.我更希望你能幸福,

希望每个转我的日记的人都能给你带去一份幸福,一份快乐.



Thursday, October 21, 2010

Eason DUO Concert 2010

I bought this DVD on Sunday ;) I love it so much and of course I love his songs & style ;) He is just so great. Had missed the chances to his concert this year..wuwuwu ;( SO I gotten myself his DVD, and I will go HK one day for his concert ;)

My first ever concert in life is by Eason too ;) which is 2006 Eason Get A Life. Thanks to a great friend who give me a birthday surprise, ticket pass to the concert!!!!!! Well, I hope the trip to HK for his future concert, you allow me to buy u a ticket too ;)

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

诞生

Thanks my dear who creating the Jimui's blog...

No matter is way of sharing life, stories, gossiping, sorrows, hope this page will continue till the day we say bye bye to the world ;)

Thanks for being there ;)

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Calmness

Found the below advice is quite true to me, and i pretty need calmness....

Allow yourself to breathe in and out slowly. Allow your breath to bring you to a place of calmness. Allow yourself to be calm like the eye in the center of the storm.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Emo-ing

Please allow me to shout out loud here...I know I shouldn't write anything which is negative here. But i really cant resist it, Im just a failure who dont know how to control my emotional recently. I dont wish it spoil my month and days and even seconds like this. I just wish for a peaceful month...

I just want to be myself? Is that anything wrong? Why must I obey? Why I cant reject? Why I owe to have bad words towards when I reject?

STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!

duhh....feel better ;P

Monday, October 4, 2010

我们会再见MV (Official Version)


To All My Dear Friend,

I love you all.....

见死不救

我终于明白这是什么意思。。
“见死不救,该当何罪”
是常常在戏剧里听到的

可是我万万都没有想到
我今天亲眼目睹这一幕。。

话说回来,今天放工原本想在公司楼下打包唛记。可是后来想到,拿回家或许不好吃了,结果就搭车回家,到附近打包WENDY咯,当我像平常走过那停车场,然后经过楼下的育儿院时,我听到有人喊"somebody please help me"..我没有管,,因为感觉有人在开玩笑。。就继续走,可是越来越不对劲,原来她喊得当儿,的语气是带着恐慌得。。我就回过头,站一下,再看什么事情,前面有一对情侣(知道我在那里的人,我不需要多讲那情侣是什么人),尝试走去看什么事情,然后就被另一个赶紧的拉开走远远了。由于我站得比较远,柱子挡住了,我就走前几步。。

真是OMG!!!有个人应该是失足掉下去围栏外,又两个女人在拉他上来。我就赶紧走过去,知道没能帮什么忙,可是要两个女人再加一个瘦小的我拉一个男人,真的不容易。。而且,他也应该吓得冒汗,因为他的手都是汗,根本捉不住他!!!当时的心,急,慌,怕。。还好楼下有个男人,把他的脚推,然后我们就使劲拉他,他自己也出尽全力。。还好最后,还是被救上来了。。谢天谢地。。真的。。

我知道的,如果我自己发生这样的事情,没有人救我。。或是见死不救。。或许就拜拜了。。
镇的不明白那两个“ren”。。尽然见死不救。。。我终于体会到人们常所谓的“怕死”是什么。。。

Sunday, October 3, 2010

请允许我无礼的臭骂

我真的真的很TL下下
真的不懂为什么有些人真的可以那么厚脸皮
不用紧
实在不了解
做人请不要得寸进尺
人也是有发火的时候
面子时自己给的也是自己丢的
所谓
有些人,你一摆动尾巴
全部人都知道你想动那根脑筋
我真的快要发疯了

或许我是错怪了你
可是我现在就是不爽
更何况你的所做所谓让我觉得恶心死了
我将抹去你在我人生理的一幕。。

我想要的只是平静。。。

@.@"

Waking up at this time, suppose im preparing myself and go out for training. The Sunday training which I have stopped for almost a month.:'(

Late to bed at 2am, heavy downpour woke me up at 445am, stomach upset woke me up the whole night ,its really wth is this...Yes, am having diarrhea...stomach upset since almost a week. @.@" I thought it's just the pain of bowel moments....

Well, since im not joining for training, am going to jogging. Which also been left out for almost 2 months.... Marathon is coming soon..BE PREPARED LAZY BUGS!!!!!!!!

The PAIN is Killing....!!!!! :-I

Friday, October 1, 2010

欠债累累

那该4的政府贷款
有PXXXX的
真的很不明白下
我们向政府借钱读书
他们不是应该免利息吗?
还要什么行政费。。
到底是什么来的?
何来行政?连一封信我都没有收过。。
唉。。。

OCTOBER..My month

LOL....My Birthday Month....Just to wish for a fruitful year ahead and all the best to all my beloved around...:)

Happy Birthday To all October's Babies.....

Best Wishes and Dreams come true ;)

THe same to myself too ;)